~Feathers-Forever

My life isn't coming apart as much as my body is rebelling agaisnt me. If you've ever read the book "And then again maybe I won't," By Judy Blume, you'll understand exactly what I am going through. If you want to understand, you simply must read that book. It is very good, at the least. The stomach aches are very very painful.


PS Chels, you may call me, but I am liable to not want to talk about it.

I've spent all morning watching YouTube videos XD AND I'M BACK ON AIM AND YAHOO!!!!!! WEEE! And of course no one is on XD Its saddening D: Oh well! I'm being comforted by the Jonas Brothers.

That's right. The Disney Jonas Brothers. A stupid over rated Disney band. Get over it

Speaking of over rated Disney things, I've been a sucker for old Disney songs lately XD Which is half of my music is just listening to old Disney songs and crying like an idiot.

Speaking of crying like an idiot (XD) I've been having anxiety attacks over school all of the sudden. In 28 days (or so.....I'm not counting XD) I will be a freshman. And I'm super scared! I don't know what I'm afraid of either, because I know I'll be fine. But I am going to school with a bunch of people I've never met before! And I'm having mini-heart attacks all the time.

OH, speaking of mini-heart attacks (lol do you see a theme this journal) I have an audition this weekend! Nope I have no idea what I am auditioning for XD Just some acting thing! And I guess I was nervous for a while but I'm not right now. I'm mostly just really excited.

Anyway my life is really stressing me out XD But I'm fine. OH AND SPEAKING OF.......never mind XD ANYWAY! Later this month I'm going to a Jonas Brothers concert! YAY!

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stupid Andrea *brooods*

[1] First of all, what username(s) do you go by?
malice
feathers
feathers-forever
2] Do you role-play any original characters (name them) ?
Marie Amour
Mary Vaiesy (doesn’t that have a pretty ring )
Emily Ann Taylor

[3] Role-play any character's (not original)?
Remus Lupin

[4] We're do you tend to hang around?
Both Marie and Emily (despite the world of difference between them) Both are too hyper to stay in one place for more then a second

Mary would like nothing more than sitting in her room by herself and brooding XD


[5] Everyone has a favorite RP buddy, who's yours?
Andy XD

[9] Everyone tends to take a little bit of themselves and place it into their character, tell us what your character(s) inherited from you.

Marie got my hyperness, Emily got my outgoingness, and Mary got all my bad moods.

[10] Now, name the same characters again and tell us who their BFF is!
Marie and Emily don’t have any friends D: (Marie probably thinks her and Conner are best friends XD)

Mary follows whom she thinks are most popular.

[11] Any lovers?
Nope, none, my characters are losers just like me!

[12] What do you most hate about role-playing?
How long it takes for people to reply!

[13] Now. Be a dear and tag people.

...........No. XD

So here I am on VACATION! WOOTTTTTT! I'm having so much fun, but I'm tired all the time! So I've taken literally thousands of pictures, but I have to wait till I get home to upload them (so it'll be a few weeks). Have I mentioned I got a camera for my birthday XD ?

Me being on vacation means that I won't be on as often but by August I should have a million things up.

EDIT: So my uncle Tim, who lives out here is a REALLY good ice skater. And he is teaching my little cousin to play Ice Hockey. So I've been ice skating with them twice and I've gotten loads better at Ice skating, but now I can only skate in Hockey Skates XD And Tim said if I go ice skating three times a week for a year, I'll be really good (where does he think I'll get that kind of time and that kind of money XD)! And he thinks I should join a hockey team XD XD XD

So anyway, last time we went (sunday) I didn't fall down at all the first half (we took a break then went back out on the ice), so I figured I wasn't trying hard enough XD So when I went back out I started spinning around, doing crossovers and going super fast (I figured out I can get really really close to the ground and still make the turn while doing crossovers) and I STILL didn't fall down. Then I started jumping up in the air, which was fun but I was afraid I was going to hit someone XD

*BOREDOM XD*
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Yin

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All. Andy's. Fault.

EDIT AGAIN:.....I love the Jonas Brothers now [link]

Ok basically yesterday I thought my autistic twin sister had a seizure. It was probably one of the worst days of my life. After being in the hospital for 6 hours, breaking down into tears twice, and being completely exausted, we found out she was fine. THANK GOD. It was very stressful. And god knows, I thought she was going to die (I am kind of a spaz). Once Chels was absent from school and I thought she either was in a car accident, ran away, or killed herself. So much faith in my friends XD She was just sick (loser XD).

Oh so I just went through all of my pictures (okay only 800 of them XD Not even half XD) and I learned something. Chelsea is the cutest person I know (she is going to kill me!)! But she is!

Anyway, I am really glad its saturday! YAY!

This is what made my week this week! [link]


Its a Harry Potter fanfiction, the first chapter anyway. She only just started it. And its the funniest thing I've read in a while.


Anyway, thats all. Oh that and I got a Taylor Swift CD. But keep it quiet. If this gets out my Rock and Roll friends will murder me XD

UPDATE: So my mom just hired this babysitter (the only reason I don't just stay home is she takes us to our dads and I may be old enough to stay home alone, but I'm not old enough to drive XD) to watch us while she is at work. I just assumed she was crunched for money, or at least needed money. I'm at her house right now and to make a long story short, she is not in any need of money. What so ever.